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I'm quitting this journal for now, my other two on GJ are quite enough for now. But don't worry, I'll still come and read everyone else's entries and post once in a while, so don't unadd me!
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| Only One Thing Is Missing... |
[6/24/05 - 11:15 pm] |
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Hey,
School hasn't even been out for a full week and I'm already having an amazing time.
Tuesday night I stayed over at Caitlin's. We drove around for a bit and ended up at Big Y at 10:30. We wanted ice cream, so we got it. But of course, we had to get just a tad side tracked. We decided to see if I would fit in one of the ice cream freezers. Oh my God hahah, I DID! It was the funniest thing everrrr. We were laughing so hard. Then she opened the door and threw her ice cream back in and took another one and we just walked away. Hah, good times.
Wednesday night she stayed over my house and we had an interesting night. For an hour we ran around my house ringing the doorbell, throwing things at the windows and calling my house in creepy voices saying out-there things. My mom and little brother knew it was us but we still scared the crap out of my brother. It was a good time.
I hurt my knee though... And lost my shoes... Oooohhhh well.
Last night I didn't do much. I went out to dinner with my mom and brother. Then came home and went online. I had some interesting conversations haha. Good. But interesting.
Today I worked and was attacked by a stool. It just fell out from under me, letting me go with it obviously. Then it cut the back of my ankle open and it bled for like half an hour because I couldn't find a band-aid. Ouches.
Tonight was the VFW show. Amazing, just fun and insane basically. I got there before everyone else which kind of sucked but whatever. It was Nancie, Sam, Ed, and I and then Bryant and some other people by the end of the night. We went out and got gummy sharks and Red Bull copy-cats. Then we went and got coffee. Everyone got kinda sick from that but me... Oh well. It was amazing. There was a car show too, meaning lots of creepy people. Heh. By the end of the night I was hanging out with Bryant butttt then I had to leave. I got some good pictures though! I think I'm going to make a photography website of all these show pictures....
Chip left this morning. I talked to him before he left though... He won't be back till really the end of summer. Very sad...
Anyway, I'm out.
Sarah
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| Summer Summer Summer |
[6/21/05 - 11:24 am] |
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Hey,
This is probably where my usual updates, twice a week, are going to become scattered and less frequent. If not, the entries will just be about random things. All because it's summer. Hah. Who would've thought we'd all actually make it through the year? I didn't even think I'd make it through freshman year... Hell, I barely made it half-way through freshman year. Life can be horrid.
Anyway, today was my last final and my LAST DAY OF FRENCH. Yes, no more french, insane. I think I might have passed the final... But uh, she's passing me for the year, no matter what. Just because I'm good like that. Plus, she knows I have no idea what I'm doing in there.
Oh and before I go in to anything else. Yesterday. Amazing. Thank you both Kayla and Caitlin for telling me. And thank you to Justin, Evian, Kevin and Will who listened to me go on about my plans.
Yeah, Joey was hanging all over Jess. You know the whole deal, holding hands. That stuff. He is an idiot. Clearly he has no idea what he's doing. I told him that if he did that, then it would convince me that he only asked me out to make her jealous and get her back. He should know whats coming now, he'll get his. Kevin and I had fun thinking up things for that... And Justin.
So tonight is the usual tradition. I'm staying over Caitlin's and then tomorrow night she's coming here.
Friday I'm going to another show. Saturday I'm working. Saturday night I think I might be doing something. Sunday, working. Sunday night, plans maybe. By monday, dead. Hah, summer is too great.
I talked to Chip again last night, I can't wait to see him again...
Anyway, there isn't much else to say at the moment. Maybe I'll talk to y'all later. I had to say something stupid, must you blame me?
Sarah
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| Maybe Things Have to Get Worst Before They Get Better? |
[6/18/05 - 5:15 pm] |
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Hey,
Wow, things have just gotten mildly out of hand. This is going to be by far a bitchy entry so beware, you're warned. And honestly, don't leave comments like 'Awww, I'm sorry!' Or else I will completely bitch you out.
Okay so lets see. In the past week I have found the following things out:
:: 2 of my friends have thought about suicide in the past week. ::
:: Someone I know is a cutter, not exactly a happy thought. ::
:: Certain things with certain people just never go away. ::
Now, first thing. To find out that two people I know, both thought about suicide, in the SAME week, is insane. It's scary because they both even had ways that they were thinking of doing it. Sorry guys, but suicides bad. It's permenant.
The cutter. They'd hinted at it before but now I'm positive they cut. Just dandy.
Tuesday. Bad day. I honestly thought everything was done with this person. Then they find out that me and Joey are over and they just start everything I've been trying to forget about, again. He needs to fuck off. I'm so glad it's going to be summer break soon, they I won't have to deal with his shit anymore.
Last Night:
Last night was just so fucked up. Chip was supposed to come over and we were going to go to the VFW show. He never called. Someone else did, his sister or his mom, I don't know. They were looking for him, just like me. I went in to town with some people to see if maybe he got confused and went there. Nothing. I still haven't heard from him... It scares me, I love him. What if something happened? I'm probably just being paranoid. I need to hear from him, just to know that he's okay.
Today:
I worked.
I got in to an argument with Will. He asked about my night, I told him. He offered to help me out by going in to town. I said no and that he wouldn't know where to go. He said I was being difficult. Justin is saying I should be grateful that he offered to help me.
I went to the art show in town. It was bad. Nothing good.
I'm staying up all night because I can.
Sarah
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| Early for the Heat Wavvvveeeee |
[6/14/05 - 8:10 pm] |
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Hey,
Today was a bit awkward, fun, good, and out there all mixed in to one. Wrap it up in a box and it'd be the best little present any friend could give. Kind of.
This morning I woke up feeling all good haha, and I had a tan from the beach! I was happy about that one.
All of my classes were normal, well the ones that I had anyhow. A period, she yelled at us because we thought we would get out early from the heat... Haha. B period, I had cafe study so I hung out with Chris the whole time. C period, more Hotel Rwanda. Then lunch...
They announced an early dismissal. Everyone was yelling and dancing around, how classic.
Then ceramics, but before it was much more interesting. Joey walked with us. It was awkward and a tad depressing to be honest. Everyone then stranded me and left me with him standing there. He kind of just talked about how his teachers and friends were pissing him off, I just kind of stood there and acted like I was listening. I just wanted out. Then Will walked by so I grabbed him and asked if he wanted to hangout after school while Joey talked to someone. Then Will and his friend left so Joey and I started talking again. It was the oddest thing. He walked me to my ceramics class and we kind of just stood there for a minute looking at eachother not saying anything. You could have cut the tension with a freakin' knife. I then said it was awkward standing there and tried to walk away. He stopped me though and told me I was allowed to hug him so I did and then walked away. I don't know, it was weird. Deffinetely not something I'd like to repeat. I don't mind him coming to see me or calling or anything but for some reason it was just different.
In ceramics we didn't do much.
In gym we didn't do anything. Adam, Tina and I sat on the top of the bleachers listening to music and just talking. Sweet. Haha.
Then the school set us free and out in to the heat because they felt like it really. So Will came over and that was that.
We mostly just talked. Then we watched Peter Pan, you know it haha.
Yeah, and my mom went to the hospital while he was over. It's all good now though.
I can't wait till the weekend.
Sarah
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